Think about it. The cast and crew are all there, staring at you, judging—eyes hungry for instruction, practically searing a hole through your natty mustard cardigan, question after question coming after you like deathless, brain-devouring zombies straight out of Return of the Living Dead. And the only way to beat them back is to answer decisively… even if you’re totally full of shit. After all, the old cliché is true: you gotta fake it ‘til you make it. At least that’s the impression we got from speaking to some of our favorite Film Independent Members and Fellows, including Catherine Hardwicke (Thirteen), Lake Bell (In a World…) and Justin Simien (Dear White People), who we asked about the experience of making their first movie. Their answer? Not. Easy. Together, this odd collection of auteurs shared some of their most fraught, harrowing and ultimately rewarding moments as seen from behind the bullhorn and canvas jodhpurs on their big-screen debuts, somehow living to tell the tale with anecdotes intact:
Like the rest of our I am Film Independent series, the above video was produced and directed by 2014 Project Involve Fellow Ryan Velasquez. For more insight into the weird and wonderful world of independent film production, check out our YouTube channel. Are you a filmmaker? Share you freshmen movie-directing experiences with us on Twitter and Facebook. Not a Member of Film Independent yet? Become one today by clicking here.
